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Friday, April 2, 2010

Because I love you.

Troy found this gem at Home Depot when we went to check out stuff for our upcoming vegie garden extravaganza. He needed to buy it for the garden. Ok, I said. When we got home he gave it to me to put on my desk because he knows I like to "Tweeter". Thanks mate.



Thursday, April 1, 2010

Screw you scales

I debated joining Weightwatchers. I debated joining Lindora.
I quit smoking 8 years ago cold turkey but somehow I have no control over what goes into my mouth.
I eat when I am bored, tired, anxious. I have a real sweet tooth and I am a carb freak.
The past month has been tricky for me with the gluten free diet. I laugh now but I stupidly assumed that gluten was bad and the carbs were ok so I was eating gluten free bread, gluten free muffins etc. I weighed my self and gave myself a moon slap.

Now don't get me wrong, I know I am not ginormous at all but I know I have put on weight. It is not something that I obsess about but I want to get back to what I was last year so there is no time like the present.

After asking other people and researching online I decided that the best thing for me to do was to use a food journal. It's not that I want to count calories exactly but I want to make myself aware of what I am putting in my mouth.

I went to a moms blog event last week at the YMCA and Tami Lindhal was speaking. I love her. She is just a naturally nice and enthusiastic person. Anyhow she was talking about foods and how to loose weight and things and the one thing that she said was to do a little thing every day and that little thing will add up to being a big thing. I am one of those impatient people that wants results NOW, actually yesterday would be preferable, so it is hard for me to slow down and take it a step at a time. So I have done what she said and changed a small thing every day. I bought a Brita pitcher and drink a heap more water. I try to spend time outside instead of being inside. I started paying attention to what I am eating.  I somehow had a sinus infection (Cristen! Teagan! Did you jinx me?) so I was feeling awful this week. I decided to actually go to the doctor. I got sleep instead of staying up late. The biggest thing is that I am weighing myself once a week now. Jay got me back into the bad habit of weighing myself every day and that was bad!

So now I am noting what I am eating and noting how I am feeling. I am paying attention to the calories just to see how many I am eating. It is interesting. Like I said I get bored quickly so I'll probably stick with it for a week - LOL. Instead of paying a lot of money I just searched online and printed out a free one from WebMD. It's easy to use. I have an app on my iPhone but for some reason I don't seem to pay as much attention when I am not physically writing it. If you want to print it out here is the link.



Yeah I wish I weighed that much generic scale photo!

Has my personality changed since being a mum?

A friend of mine posted this question on her Facebook page as she was writing a blog post for Disney about it. I thought about it long and hard and decided that no, my personality hasn't changed since becoming a mum. I will say that the decisions I now make are led by my kids and the impact that certain things will have on them but my personality itself hasn't changed. Instincts have of course kicked in - like being the momma bear taking care of the cubs but personality hasn't.

However - my personality has changed over the years of course but i think this is due to maturing and experience. I  consider myself to have "grown up" in Japan so my way of thinking is very Asian at times if there is such a thing. Also living in America for the past few years has changed my personality too. Living the busy, big city life in Japan and the USA makes a person think differently and react differently to different things than the way I used to be back in Australia.

The older I get  the more confident I feel. I no longer care (as much) about what others think of me. and I have finally found my career niche after searching for so long. I think I am more stubborn, confident, selfish yet kinder than before. I have more courage and patience. I am a mum,wife, teacher, writer, educator, worker and business woman.


Having kids has changed me but I honestly don't think as much as other things. Like I said, my decisions are different but that's not personality itself changing. I do feel that  I am supposed to say "Oh yes, having kids changed me so much!"? Yes I do but I think that as mums the pressure is there to say that our children are our everything and nothing else is as important. This is true for some BUT for me I think women need to keep on being themselves and living their own life too. What happens when your kids grow up and all you have been is doting mum (not that there is anything wrong with that - but as I have said my personality is not that way and will never be).Call me selfish but since I have taken my life back again I have felt a bit guilty but so much happier.

I could go on and on but I won't. What do you think?

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